im also dying to say this to someone..
first thing u need to realise is you’re neither einstein nor hitler.. nothing you do is that important or world changing.. or vice versa…
whats your biggest impact on mankind, civilization, history, the world?
you might at worst roll out a bad patch on crowdstrike? or you could be patient 0 in a new pandemic that kills a billion people?
and still nobody will know who you are.
wash your hands regularly?